I'm gonna describe myself before receiving Christ.
I'm somebody with TOTALLY no life. My no life life started when I was in Secondary Two. I started to play a MMORPG game. MMORPG meaning Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game. How it started? My second younger brother downloaded it and play. This game caught my attention and I got hooked on it [but not for my brother] for approximately 3 years. Yes, THREE years.
During these "dark" 3 years, every single day was to play.
Monday, wake up at 6am. wash-up. eat breakfast. go to school at 7.15am. Walking distance to my school and often I'm late -_-
School ends at 1.30pm. Went back home quickly. Switch on my computer & play till night.
This routine keep on going. From Monday to Friday. Saturdays and Sundays, still, PLAY.
'N' Level Exam came. I did not study. The exam just went by. Long Holidays came. During the holidays, I'm still playing the game. From morning till night. Midnight.
I was so obsessed with the game. In the past, I do not have broadband connection. I was using dial-up. It cost alot. I burst the internet bills. It went up to three hundred bucks. My father had no choice but to buy the broadband connection. Almost every night, I'm told off by my parents. “为什么你一直在家玩game? 一正天玩玩玩。。。 玩到你的眼睛坏啊！” That's how I got my broadband. =x
I was so spoilt and stupid in the past. Come to think of it.. I am dumb. Wasted 3 years of my youth life.
Not gonna waste my life away again. I shall live my life to the fullest.
God, help me to live it out fully.
God Listens.
November 13, 2007
October 21, 2007
What is WORSHIP?
http://www.worshiphousemedia.com/index.cfm?hndl=details&tab=MM&id=7168
A video on what is TRUE WORSHIP.
I totally agree on what was presented in the video.
And life's indeed crazy and painful. Sometimes I thought of like 'Are we in Hell? Am I in Hell? Is this part of Hell?' Many questions arise. I can't imagine life without God. Everything's gonna be dull and black to me. When I was a non-believer in the past, I thought of what's after-life? What's the purpose of living when there's an end? What's the point?
Thank God that I know Jesus.
Still, I'm in this world. There are indeed sufferings. I can't take it. I can't bear it. It's too much. But by grace, I'm able carry on. By grace, I'm able to find peace in God. I've received living life.
I'm just gonna persevere.
I yearn for Heaven.
See you at the end of the race.
A video on what is TRUE WORSHIP.
I totally agree on what was presented in the video.
And life's indeed crazy and painful. Sometimes I thought of like 'Are we in Hell? Am I in Hell? Is this part of Hell?' Many questions arise. I can't imagine life without God. Everything's gonna be dull and black to me. When I was a non-believer in the past, I thought of what's after-life? What's the purpose of living when there's an end? What's the point?
Thank God that I know Jesus.
Still, I'm in this world. There are indeed sufferings. I can't take it. I can't bear it. It's too much. But by grace, I'm able carry on. By grace, I'm able to find peace in God. I've received living life.
I'm just gonna persevere.
I yearn for Heaven.
See you at the end of the race.
October 07, 2007
Give Thanks To God!
My computer failed me.
How? I just switched on my computer one fine day(I forgot when was it) and I was online, then after a few moments, I went offline! After that, I tried several ways to get myself online again. I switched off the main switch of my modem and on again. I expected it to get my computer connected once again and yup, I'm online, but not for long. I got offline again. At that point of time, I really got frustrated with it. I keep trying to get the computer connected but each time I try to, it fails me. I tried doing the trick again and again, I knew I was doing the same thing over and over again but still resulting in failure. That connection breakdown stopped me from doing my work.
However, that did not stopped me from solving the problem. So I called Starhub for help. They gave me instructions on what to do... clicking on start, run, typing in cmd and pinging sites. Then they said that I'm connected. "I still couldn't surf the net!" I told them. Then they replied saying that my modem is okay. I'm connected... no problem with Starhub. I called them several times. Every single call was an failure. I am still unable to surf the net! So finally, I found out that the problem is my computer. I keep trying and failing, trying and failing.
I GAVE UP and I went to sleep.
The next day, I called the NEC customer service for help, they told me what to do and everything's back to normal again. The solution was to click on a Smart Restore program and it restores the settings to the previous state. The solution was only just a click away but I went through all the frustration and "pek chek"ness all the while trying to solve it.
After all these, I started thinking and realised that this thing called a computer can fail me. It failed me. Even when I first bought this computer, I thought of "what if this computer fails me? What am I going to do?" I did not think much at first and now, it happens. [Praise God!]
I realised I depended on internet. I thought that without internet is a very torturing thing. I am unable to do my things, unable to get things done, a lot of hindrance without internet. This is the punishment that God gave to me. I depended on internet. I started then to know more about dependancy and reliance.
Who or what are YOU depending on? Who or what are YOU relying on?
I chose to depend on my computer, taking it for granted. I got punished.
How about you? Are you taking something for granted? Are you thankful for it?
What I know is God never fails me.
I give thanks for what I have now.
Thank You God.
How? I just switched on my computer one fine day(I forgot when was it) and I was online, then after a few moments, I went offline! After that, I tried several ways to get myself online again. I switched off the main switch of my modem and on again. I expected it to get my computer connected once again and yup, I'm online, but not for long. I got offline again. At that point of time, I really got frustrated with it. I keep trying to get the computer connected but each time I try to, it fails me. I tried doing the trick again and again, I knew I was doing the same thing over and over again but still resulting in failure. That connection breakdown stopped me from doing my work.
However, that did not stopped me from solving the problem. So I called Starhub for help. They gave me instructions on what to do... clicking on start, run, typing in cmd and pinging sites. Then they said that I'm connected. "I still couldn't surf the net!" I told them. Then they replied saying that my modem is okay. I'm connected... no problem with Starhub. I called them several times. Every single call was an failure. I am still unable to surf the net! So finally, I found out that the problem is my computer. I keep trying and failing, trying and failing.
I GAVE UP and I went to sleep.
The next day, I called the NEC customer service for help, they told me what to do and everything's back to normal again. The solution was to click on a Smart Restore program and it restores the settings to the previous state. The solution was only just a click away but I went through all the frustration and "pek chek"ness all the while trying to solve it.
After all these, I started thinking and realised that this thing called a computer can fail me. It failed me. Even when I first bought this computer, I thought of "what if this computer fails me? What am I going to do?" I did not think much at first and now, it happens. [Praise God!]
I realised I depended on internet. I thought that without internet is a very torturing thing. I am unable to do my things, unable to get things done, a lot of hindrance without internet. This is the punishment that God gave to me. I depended on internet. I started then to know more about dependancy and reliance.
Who or what are YOU depending on? Who or what are YOU relying on?
I chose to depend on my computer, taking it for granted. I got punished.
How about you? Are you taking something for granted? Are you thankful for it?
What I know is God never fails me.
I give thanks for what I have now.
Thank You God.
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